Sunday, September 24, 2006

Crux.y Speaks About - dun 'pessimize' me

strangely after that overly angsty night, i kinda feel better altogether. maybe it was because i sort of ranted at some pple over the fone after some form of an inappropriate conversation. the next day i was in a fairly neutral and relatively happier mood, mainly becos there was a chance for me to meet some pple outside of the normal pple i'd usually meet. it was really nice, sometimes, to be interacting with people that i may see pretty often but not have a chance to interact with. it was an interesting and fun day nonetheless, and i am glad that it became an outing of some sort. and more importantly, i ought to glorify 'vann' for making me feel a lot better, even though he was always the one who initiated a conversation. he never fails to make me smile, regardless of my mood.

HOWEVER, there will always be pple that i cannot understand and sometimes i dun bother understanding them as well, probably because there are times that i get so pissed off with them. fancy sounding so negative initiating a conversation almost every single time. sometimes i fake my away status and when i see it, i get all *roll eyes* and not wanna talk anymore because it gets quite frustrating. i'd rather do my hyper thing online, then spend time being philosophical and pessimistic on msn, because i can afford to be that HERE.

on a separate note, i do realise that im getting quite antisocial these days because there's simply toooooooooo much TiVo-ing to do. i borrowed the samsoon vcd from my ah ma, and tired of all the waiting, i've decided to dl tar10, runway, survivor. that'll last me till tmr i gather then i'll get bored again.

then i'll resume my hyperactivity. but only towards selective people. and oh well, i miss them too.
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moved along at 1:03 AM
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