Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Crux.y Speaks About - punch down the stone circle

now that there's nothing to look forward to, all i can do is sit around and waste my time away. actually, i can start the whole studying cycle (more like im obliged to) again, but once i stop and lose momentum, its quite difficult to get everything started once again. i'll see how the rest of my results turn out before re-scheduling everything. mugger-syndrome is all but disappearing.

i guess its definitely possible to cope with everything so long as im determined to remove those thoughts from my mind and concentrate of doing some other stuff like completing the final stages of mario on dslite and watching shows. so far i havent been too affected by all the distance, and hope i can keep this up. im not too sure how everything will turn out in about six to nine months time, but i am truly trying my best. let it pay off.

i wanna get my ipod back. im feeling quite uneasy in its absence. im so gonna treat it better when i get it back. no forty dollar diagnosis charge plz.

yeah, that all too familiar (and niggling) feeling of loneliness is starting to pile up again. i guess im too isolated and sheltered by their standards. but yeah, im pretty sure i'll cope with it just like before. fret not, ronald.

'I'm so gonna punch down the stone circle.'

hmmm. i wanna complain, but no one's available. i know i am a little outside the box again, but i guess when it boils down to the crucial period, there are always others that i can count on hopefully. i dun think that they will turn their back against me, cos oh well, i have some sorta faith in them. apart from mugger-syndrome, i guess there's loner-syndrome running free too.
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moved along at 10:44 PM
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