Saturday, September 30, 2006

Crux.y Speaks About - the feeling is running dry

i have come to terms with some troubling matters and now it isn't bothering me as much as before. but it doesn't mean that i am comfortable with these sporadic affairs. because it will continue to have an effect on me for a long time to come, just that it probably will not harm me as much as it did in the past. im almost ready to put everything behind, but not quite yet.

no i am not addressing my studies even though it disappoints me a lot too. i'll ramble about it some time soon.

actually the fact is that i cannot condone some under-the-blanket activities. but looking at the way things are going, and when i eventually reach my goals (which i know i will in due time) just means that i will probably become a part of these under-the-blanket stuff too. but i guess it doesn't matter. all i want is to reach my goal and reap the eventual rewards. den i'll aim for more material i guess.

come to think of it, i don't think i can imagine times when we will sit and relax at a cafe, sipping tea together before going about some long overdue stuff. it just doesnt seem right, and when im starting to think like that, it probably shows that im just about ready to let everything run free. from a macro view, yeah dats just great.

anw, i absolutely love michael knight. the white-tish hip hop style. he can go become a male designer actuallie lah. make the cut. be 'fabulously glamorous'.

may the lucky fairy visit those who needs it. same old story for the love fairy too.
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moved along at 10:43 PM
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