Saturday, October 28, 2006

Crux.y Speaks About - fluttering



gosh. i got pangseh LAH! ummmmmmmm *cries*......

nvm. this blog entry will not be about the pangseh-ment because im not angry or anything so the criminal dun need to get guilty or anything. leaves me with an extra day to get things done, so i see that as a tiny blessing in disguise. bleh.

no one's gonna understand what im going to type from here onwards so just skip this entry lah. its for my own personal records. here goes.

i wonder what/how much does it take to become a butterfly. because that's like something i wanna be by the end of next year. maybe its just acceptance. maybe its just my extremely deflated ego needing a major boost or something. or perhaps it could be that i just wanna have some real fun. the butterflies seem to be really interesting and close-knit, and im hoping that eventually i can join them as well. could it be a facade? i don't know. but all i know is i wanna just go have so fun.

*shedding the conformities and embracing the delights
like the green petal fluttering away into the concrete jungle*

in a world where superficiality reigns, i know what i want to be. what i am now is just not enough. there's more to be unravelled and i know it's just possible. i so need to change.

anw i made this startling discovery ytd night. its so surprising that i almost felt like shooting myself in the foot to see if it was real. and i thought that ytd was boring. good luck to anyone who needs it.

oh ya. call me when you're sober. ;p (esp to the halloween partying souls out there -.-)
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moved along at 10:58 AM
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