Wednesday, December 13, 2006

HOLIDAY!

bleh. im making it sound really good when it's just a pain in the ass.
aiya. im not giving a damn. even though im missing truckloads.
but my obsession will stay with me.

and of course my friendships too.
and the other things that matter.

yeah. off. bye. cya soons.

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Everywhere you go is everywhere I’ve been
You finish all my sentences before they begin
And I know that look in your eyes
It's like I've seen you before about a million times
In another life, in another life maybe
In another life you must have been mine

In Another Life by Ashlee Simpson

the song somehow just works its way into my head. its not a sad song. its just... food for thought. not-so-nice new chapter ahead. im just gonna have to make do with the terrible schedules, horrendously-inept terrible-looking specs. im not taking fotos anymore. plus no more nice hair. so no more hair products for at least a while.

hah. its weird. im not emo. neither am i that excited or uneasy. perhaps im kinda subconsciously trained for the unexpected after going through the past two years. but im not gonna be all conceited and appear all-knowing. im not gonna fall flat on my face. saving my ass is of utmost importance. yeahs.

im turning the page. come couple of hours' time.

unfinished business i will just leave it hanging for now and i'll clean up the mess in time to come. my obsession will reside in the depths of my mind. i will be refinanced. i will be fitter and hawter. den i'll accept that modelling job! hahaha. (jokin')

merry christmas, happy new year. trust me. 2007 and 2008 could be the 2 most significant years of my life.

alriteys. see ya on e other side of the world. do miss me.
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moved along at 10:22 PM
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