Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Crux.y
Speaks
About -
blankwell i wonder what's with me of late. i get tired of just about anything and everything so quickly. i can never seem to satisfy myself.
maybe its some strange emo-night (which happened to be uncommon in recent times). maybe its because i hear too many things from some people and then it just gets to me, unwittingly. so much for the hyped up lifestyle, i don't even know if i want that for myself. it doesn't hurt to sit at home all day and watch csi. it doesn't hurt to spend my nights at home rather than outside. well, im a little... exhausted.
prom's okay. but could have been better. i wouldn't mind staying in that suit all my life, so long as i look impeccable. you see, i have taken a 270 degree turn maybe a little too late, but nevertheless i did change. glad for that change. now for the final 90 degrees, i wonder how's that gonna turn out eventually.
well do i still wanna be a butterfly? seriously, i have my doubts. but i'll leave it pending.
you see, we all take notice of the big holes. and stay extra cautious, being careful not to fall into them. yet, ironically, we fail to remember that smaller potholes exist, and they are the ones that we always trip over.
on a separate note, i have had a fun time with my ct over the past 2 years. i always thought that i wouldnt change, but that's not gonna be the case. but ultimately im glad with the change. and at the end of the road, im glad that i was a part of ct. well, oh-five-s-seven-one still rocks nonetheless. =)
believe me. i'll miss many moments.
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moved along
at 11:20 PM
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