Saturday, March 31, 2007

splitter: rewind and fast forward

i wonder if i should be happy where i am right now. its awful knowing that there are some people worse off than you and there's nothing you can pretty much do to help them. perhaps just sit around and mutter a couple of consoling phrases. i wish i could do more to help, but sometimes there's a limit. and guess that's my limit.

maybe its because its a fairly new environment. things just feels weird. the people around need some getting used to. the terrain. the job scope too. i just wanna get outta there asap, or at least till the day i get my jungle hat, bike license and wat not.

oh ya. strangely, i had one of the relatively better birthdays this year, even though it was spent in camp. grateful and deeply appreciative. as usual my wish is same.

i don't know what to do with my usual dilemma. still.

oh well, just hope the rest of the world's doing fine.
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moved along at 9:22 AM
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