Saturday, April 28, 2007

splitter: closer to the iceberg?

one week ago. one week later. same old story. everyone's like preoccupied with something. i guess i'd have to be content with doing things alone for a while. umm. but i dislike quiet weekends. i like it vibrant and loud. sadded.

nevermind.

anw in camp, im characterised for being the depressing one. and seriously its quite depressing when your bookouts and nightouts get delayed for no rhyme or reason, but at least i always have the people around me encouraging me, cheering me up along the way. this happened in raven coy, and same case for now in brcc. im totally fortunate to have them around. i guess im blessed with the better army frens, rather than the typical competitive and backstabbing ones.

grateful indeed.

monday night i'll be leaving for taiwan. kenn's said that im so very brave to be able to go on and do this. bravery is pretty much overrated, its more so the fact that there is an icy motivation lurking somewhere. if i could embrace every frigid moment like i have been doing all week, i'd be able to get thru all the longwalks, silent owls, excalibur and network.*missed out the 12 click.* fate has been nice. i hope im not asking for too much, but i hope it can be kinder.

closer to the iceberg? perhaps.

on a separate note, i went for this smu interview today and im in the 'how-the-f**k-am-i-gonna-get-in' mood now. -.- probably the only form of superiority that i felt this morning was the fact that my hair was a little bit longer than the rest of the applicants. nvm. im not talking anymore about that. if they are nice, and if they believe that im nice, then i'll get thru. simple as that.

lets just hope that i'll get luckier eventually. im sure i will. =)
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moved along at 4:44 PM
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