Sunday, April 01, 2007

splitter: dangling carrot

i realise that it'd be quite difficult to get thru a week inside without any motivation from the outside. i'd be glad if i could look forward to meeting someone or doing something every weekend. at least it keeps me focussed and staying alive. of course i should always be grateful to be able to bookout, and even if it means i just sit around and do nothing at home, i should still feel the same way. but for me, i really wish i could ask for a litttle more.

booking in now, but nvm. next weekend is a nice weekend. i do have something, or at least someone to look forward to.

somethings i just can't deny.

oh yeah. im still obsessed with my complete stranger. no doubt about it. but... i know its never gonna happen just like that.
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moved along at 9:22 PM
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