Friday, May 25, 2007

splitter: complications

[mood - currently pissed and frustrated so dun mind the cynicism and sacrasm if any]

it's complicated?

what the hell does that mean anyway. i always leave that as my status on friendster because i think its cool and cos i like avril lavigne (whahahah! lame -.-) but indeed, all the lovey-dovey stuff and watnot. complicated.

anw, this week marks the end of my life at SMI-PLC. god, the feeling's inexplicable. its like some form of minor liberation. (of course the big one will arrive in style come 14th dec 2008) SMI's a place with loads of wonderful memories, seriously. its where everyone sorta got together. and of course all the mini-fiascos. and my taste of OOT life.

of course it was hectic like hell in tekong. im not gonna divulge any SAF classified info here, so if u wanna know, call or PM me on msn. i just wanna say, its tough to earn the jungle hat.

nine days break. finally.

but... its weird that my closest frens just seem to fuck up my schedule. well everyone's like let's meet next week. and so the next week comes and the procrastination follows, usually with a flurry of credible excuses. i mean lets face it, i am selfish bloke, so i actually only give a damn about myself and having fun. and now that these ppl are depriving me of my fun, im pissed. its just so ironic that i actually have to depend on them for fun. but guess wat? they are still my frens, and come end of the day, i'll still be nice and forgiving. but.. nah i dun really forget such stuff. sorry im evil.

so wats the point of a nine day break? maybe some personal time. yeah, right *roll eyes*

i think maybe i'd be better off with nicer frens.

anw... seriously. as much as i wanna 'heck care' the glatius issue, i will always take a small glimpse from the corner of my eye. and i'll always end up sighing, resigned to the sad truth. its tough. and life's still like that.

it doesnt really matter if im posted out or not anymore. at least for now.
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moved along at 11:03 PM
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