Sunday, May 27, 2007

splitter: you are complicated. but so am i.

sorry im voiceless again. must be the chicken cutlet, accompanied with the pleasant surprise. actually on hindsight, it wasn't meant to be pleasant, but... somehow its just a strange and familiar feeling. somewat resembling... a certain kind of nostalgia?

i think know the reason for the fatal attraction. well, its origin lies in some television show, and the protagonist's the culprit. and this fatal attraction doesn't cling on tightly for dear life, but it just lie around in the vicinity, lingering and waiting for its opportunity to strike. and it came striking ytd.

well i always thought i could compartmentalise. and indeed i still feel that i can manage a decent effort, but this one's a different story. obsession. addiction. doesn't just fade away so simply. it's after all, part of a vicious cycle, a lingering habit.

you see, ytd i was kinda... over the top, happy for i dunno what reason because there was no cause for celebration actually. and perhaps, at this very moment, i kinda realised my folly. maybe

sometimes. and i mean sometimes. i wish for the immaterial. the intangible. and umm. when is it to come?

people whom i wanna meet: hmmm. after much deliberation... i still wanna meet. my iceberg.

well. now that's real complication.
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moved along at 12:52 PM
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