Saturday, June 23, 2007
splitter: pause/play/stop/shuffle/skip trackthis week is all about being a bastard.
i was a bastard at live range becos i kept complaining how much i was gonna faill and reshoot and misfire and everything. yet i ended up passing on both my day and night tests in one try. i basically did the least run-ins. and i had the cheek to say what i said. how... insensitive.
i was a bastard back at camp becos i kept picking on a certain jungle book character and ridiculing him behind his back tgt with my bbf (best bitch fren). but u know what, i dun really give a damn.
i was a bastard because i chose to dwell on two instead of one. dat is... just horrible.
on a separate note, i like my circle of trust. i will share food with them. i will share games with them. i will let them into our bunk. i am happy around them. but yet. u know. im still on that island with that coconut tree.
anw, heard a lot of dirt from an insider. and things don't seem to be as flawless. so much of a facade. so much of a autocractic regime. so much for companionship and cohesion. so... fake. well, i don't even know what i shud work towards now. except perhaps that RE-ippt to get my 100 bucks.
suddenly the music stops. and everythings no longer the same again. like you not?
perhaps.
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moved along
at 1:19 AM
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