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ch_tchs_hci_smu
28 mar 88
rllk88@gmai!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

splitter: mental fracture

i fell like close to 5 to 7 times ytd while doing the figure of 8 for an accumulated 2+hours. den the biggest fall came. the stoopid rear crash bar fell on my leg and a portion of my shin was sandwiched between the crash bar and the ground. ouch!

its damn depressing that others can perform so well while i try so hard yet find it almost unreachable. i stay back for like 5 times already. in less than ten days. and i keep trying and it just doesn't seem to work out right. while everyone's moving ahead, im lagging behind.

times are tough man.

its nerve-wrecking that this track record of not being able to perform when required keeps following me everywhere i go. there's the IPPT to worry about. now there's this circuit balancing nonsense to complete.

its just going in circles for me.

i should have just fractured my leg ytd. at least there's like a possible route of escape.

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moved along at 8:39 PM
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