Monday, January 28, 2008

splitter - forging an essential trait

its not so easy to sleep today, well i just can't.

i have so many grievances to voice out, but its just difficult to find the right people to tell the right things. sometimes i do realise the need to swallow some up and just move on like nothing's happened. and that's the way i have to live my life nowadays.

people say that adaptability is an essential trait that an individual must possess in order to thrive in the modern world. and i do try my best to enforce that upon myself (if that's even a possibility). you see, i have to adapt to different living quarters every few months, attempt to cohabit with different people with questionable values. then i have to cope with the biggest change when someone whose been there in your life for like a couple of months suddenly feel so distant. i could try to pull the threads lightly but it aint moving. or i could wield it harder only to see it snapping. its a hell of a task.

its tiring to hang on to the thread. even when im trying hard.

either way i lose out.

maybe divine intervention will do thread-pulling some good. then again sitting and waiting for celestial strength is not gonna help much too. i'll figure something out.

on a separate note, one year's gone and i still feel damn patriotic.

hurhur. -.-
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moved along at 12:59 AM
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