Wednesday, January 16, 2008

splitter - work and kill

today marks the last day of my bike (re)course. basically i've had enough of all the bike-riding and i can't believe i have to go back to more bike riding in camp again.

nothing has quite worked out the way i wanted. work seems to be in the middle of everything that's been going on. it is so difficult to communicate with people when they just keep working and working nonstop. i dun blame anyone for anything, but how is it gonna help to fix things?

seriously, im not sure how confident i actually am. i just feel its really taxing for me, as it is for everyone else. it just seemed as though fate was meant to intervene in the wrong way.

to add on to the negative side of matters, i have guard duty on day 2 of CNY.

now you tell me how am i supposed to look on the bright side of things when the clouds are starting to cover the sun. again.

work can kill.
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moved along at 4:15 PM
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