Tuesday, March 18, 2008

splitter - care-less

a super long time has passed. and i still find myself 'lockdown'-ed. probably another week to come. everything will most likely end on my birthday. how tragic. i especially dislike the pretentious sense of commitment lurking around, but it'd just be another day in the office for we-all-know-who.

if the lion is vigilant, den why would there be a need for a vigilant lion?

i dunno how am i going to react to such occasional nostalgia whenever it comes my way. am i supposed to embrace it, or perhaps maybe i ought to be cynical and ignore everything. i always have these dreams that somewhat portray the ideal kind of life i feel i deserve in the future, but dreams, more often than not, are built to be dismantled piece by piece. i couldn't care less.

maybe there's just too much unhealthy negativity lingering around in my presence.

despite everything, i am glad for the occasional nostalgia. it can cheer me up a little. i hate to say it, but maybe i already have the answer inside of me.

no im not telling.
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moved along at 12:39 PM
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