Friday, May 23, 2008

splitter - fooled by fake dreams

all the grey's anatomy is finally getting to me.

i was trying to sleep last night, flipping and turning in my blanket, when a really interesting thought just crept into my mind. what if i had opted to study medicine instead of pursuing business? of course i'm not suggesting that i'd even get pass the interview, but what if i did? medicine really look to be 'out-of-this-world' interesting with all the fascinating bits and parts of the human anatomy. besides it'd be nice if i could save lives (of sorts). it'd be a great sense of achievement for me if i'd managed that.

for that fraction of a second, i bordered on applying for medicine @ NUS in 2009.

and then i regained my senses.

but that thought is still lingering around. oh no. i'm having this stupid education crisis again. crap.


on a separate note, i'm really quite bothered by my inability to communicate sufficiently with most people. do not get me wrong, im not trying to act all chummy and be everyone's best friend. doesn't work that way for me. in fact, i do enjoy being antisocial most of the time; lying on my comfy bed and staring at my ipod's screen all day works for me. just that sometimes, i figured it'd probably be better if i just sat around and maybe open my mouth and let the words escape. haiz.

it's awful enough that the closer ones are going to leave soon.


aiya. whatever. im past that emo stage already.
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moved along at 11:52 PM
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