Wednesday, July 02, 2008
splitter - fooled by the upper echeloni keep having headaches these days; i'm having one now as i speak. i feel quite exhausted even though i havent exactly done anything physical. maybe its just the bad timing of how events unfold these days. furthermore i was deprived of my daily dosage of afternoon nap today.
i feel a little guilty for ranting about my predicament when there's like others feeling so much worse. i feel for them, i pray for them, i fear for them (as much as i fear for myself). its a little unfair knowing that others are having it easy elsewhere while we all struggle to survive in the depths of the foodchain. lowly creatures will live to see the sun someday. i'm sure.
it is really quite difficult to be in my position. but as always there's someone worse off. so today, let's just pray for that someone else and forget about me. i think they need a little more faith than i do.
my headache is killing me. damn.
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moved along
at 9:10 PM
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