Monday, December 01, 2008

splitter - fooled by spare time

usually i try not to complain too much. but this is getting on my nerves. I friggin need a job. I don't wanna get stuck in limbo after ord, with my cash reserves running dry and i'm like dying of boredom. and for the last time. no. i don't wanna be a relief teacher at Chinese High. not even allowed to toy with that idea.

basically, life is quite 'hellish'. its not the typical hell that i usually go through, where you're soaking wet and outfield and covered in mud and camou cream. its the boredom that im fighting. yes, i can't even believe i'm complaining about the excess free time i have (i deserve a slap, yes i do.), but whats the point of all the spare time when there's nothing to do?!?!

just like what my friend said the other time, ord is starting to feel like an anti-climax. when the day eventually come, i'd probably not be feeling relieved, happy nor excited. i've already felt that like 2 months back. its more of a 'thank god its here finally.' kind of feeling.

kay i know im rambling.

anw on a lighter note, i have been thinking about what kind of nice hairstyle i need to reward myself after i ord. haha. and i want chace crawford's hair! or thomas dekker's! or jesse mccartney's! and i feel like highlighting. but ... oh well, i also dun feel like doing it cos its really expensive at the same time.

damn!

i'm really pissed.
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moved along at 9:13 PM
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