Friday, May 22, 2009

splitter - fooled by false optimism

some days i get more disappointed than others.

while im having to wait for the timing to be right, i need to constantly remind myself why im doing all of this, and what it is for. i am secretly confident that everything will turn out just fine, and that i wear a nice smile on my face the day everything worked out.

i am always believing that effort begets results, and after all the effort and time and money and sweat and tears that i have committed, i will be content.

but i also know that the higher my expectations, the harder the fall when it happens. and that is a really really scary proposition.

words can't exactly express my feelings.

i miss my cat.
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moved along at 12:23 AM
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