Friday, May 08, 2009

splitter - the fools have it all

i am utterly confused. i am supposed to sit back, and relax, and let everything play out nicely. everything is supposed to be fine; we will speak and communicate well, spend time with one another and eventually i will get my happy ending.

or not.

i am trying everything in my abilities to remain calm, cool and collected. i am trying my best to keep a nice distance so that privacy is supposedly not infringed upon. i am trying my best to show my constant presence at the same time. i am also trying my best to be there when i'm needed, and not needed.

but it is such a tiring process.

I have to stare at the same words over and over again just to stay focussed and not potentially give up.

maybe i'm a fool. but i guess only the fools have it all.
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moved along at 12:00 AM
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