Sunday, June 28, 2009
ron - my power position for approximately another 18 daysi'm feeling really good about where it's heading, but as always, the residential devil in my head costantly remind how fragile everything is at the same time. and yet i am persistent in my positive beliefs, hoping that i can get this whole nonsensical and unexplained self-deprecation out of the way.
kudos to my emerging positivity.
damn. i am good. i'd easily convinced UW Singapore to provide me with complimentary passes for a site inspection, when obviously im just using my nice little inbound designation at the office for my personal gains. (UW better not read this or else i'm kinda screwed)
i love the idea of working alone in my own department, because i don't believe i can really trust anyone with any form of work unless he/she has proven to be competent. like what AS and elly mentioned, it is time for me to move on to the next rung of the bloody ladder - mentoring. i am the kind who is unwilling to easily let go of my duties and see everything i have worked for crumble like a house of cards in a tornado. Strange that i only trust myself with my own work, yet i want to rest all the time. i'm happy to walk away from it all with a wry smile on my face, but there's always that niggling thought that whoever who takes over my work better ace me. or else. i also can't do anything.
i'm a workaholic and sentimental like that.
i like my power position. while it lasts.
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moved along
at 9:26 PM
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