Thursday, September 17, 2009
ron - insomniac4am is the new 1am.
it is downright exasperating when i lie in bed at night and not sleep. my body is aching from all the running and other stuff yet my mind keeps conjuring up some kinda hypothetical busy schedule. I am not as busy as my mind suggests. period.
and so i turn from side to side trying to sleep. and eventually i do fall asleep. but here's the strangest thing. in the past, when i couldn't really fall asleep, i keep venturing into this particular dreamscape that kept me neither asleep nor awake. i guess you could classify that as being awake still. but now, all i need to do is to start venturing there and i'll fall asleep almost instantly. maybe its my subconscious mind dragging me in there now.
3 hours of sleep a day for 5 days straight. and i'm not even studying.
i am the new anna.
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moved along
at 11:25 PM
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